It’s funny how I have all these things I want to say, I think about it, I think about how I’m going to say it and when is the best time to say it. I prepare myself, and I feel ready.
But the moment you begin to talk to me, I melt. It’s like I forget everything that I want to say, and I begin to question myself why I would even think about it in the first place.
Even though we are not together anymore, I thank God that our paths crossed. I would not be who I am today without experiencing everything that I did. Because of you, I’m stronger, more mature, more independent, learned way more about myself than I have ever known, found faith, and became a better person than I was before. I am able to stay calm in the most stressful situations, because I have been through alot. It was a rough journey, and I am still going through it. But now I’m looking at every bump in the road as an opportunity or door for something better. I am way more positive and accept every setback or dissapointment as a motivation. After many tedious trials, I have stopped fighting against fate to get what I want. I am now completely entrusting my fate upon God to guide me in the right direction. Here’s to the beginning of a new chapter.
The relationship is killing you, you’ve both hurt each other. You’re not only in love with the person but you’re addicted to them. love can be so bitter, yet so sweet. like poison and wine.
Have faith, and everything will fall into place,
Let go of things you cannot control and miraculous works will flow,
Act upon what you can, and let Him do what you can’t.
sP (via inherbasement)